No! I am not an expert in any of those. I am just a normal human being trying to understand life and the aspects of it.
After trying to make relationships work, I have found that all men are different. Some are too career focused, some are fearful of commitment and some are confused in all ways.
When I used to face any obstacle in relationship and Google it, I would see a lot of webpage like -" 10 ways to tell you need to breakup", "When your relationship is wrong" etc. LOL. as of the ultimate solution of the problems was to just split and escape. I never followed those but still I am going through a very bad break up now.
I used to be a person with a different attitude because I have always imagined myself different from the crowd. I used to approach the guy I liked, never waited for him to come over me. Its not that they took it in a wrong way but in long run, for some reason or other, the relationship fell apart. I was a broken heart. Hence, I decided not to make any such effort any more.
The third person I loved approached me and expressed his feelings. I was never attracted towards him in the beginning but thought to make it work. The first month was the happiest month ever. I was very happy and content. I thanked God for finally making me meet the person I deserved. After that month, things started diverting in wrong directions. He started having problem with my look etc. I went to USA and he could not go due to denial of visa. I supported him like a partner should. Long distance was not that bad until he reached a point when he got an Australian VISA. He started changing his words, acting very selfish(though he never agreed) and rude. We started shouting at each other every night. Sometimes I would just avoid his call with an excuse of solving assignment problems just to avoid the argument. Its not that I loved him less but for some reason or other, I started feeling that he is not the person anymore, he seemed to act more powerful with VISA. I was never a girl to accept the fact when your boyfriend compares you with your female friends(say they are better when he hardly knows them), loves dragging the past and makes you feel horrible about yourself and then shout shout and shout--- I was a person who was never been shouted at because of being the sensitive person in family.
Finally , I pushed him away--- he hates me a lot now. My intention was never like that. I had always wanted to be his bride in this coming July..
